this is my rant. i'm pissed, and i don't know who to talk to so i am just writing this. you don't have to read, it probablely wont make sence. but meh, i want to rant.. so here it is:



And now you fucking want me back
Now you realize I was everything?
Now your finally ready to love me?
Why the fuck couldn’t you just love me before?
When all I wanted was you
When I was right there
Telling you to love me back
Now when I’ve started to love someone else
Yes you don’t know, I’ve fallen for someone new
They took the time to fix me
To make me whole, to trust, to be happy
He taught me how to love again,
To move on from you, and slowly I’m falling out of love with you
You only have half my heart, and I don’t know how much longer
I’ll love you.
But one day, and I hope it’s soon.
I can truly say
I don’t love you


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lines for a poem i'm trying to make..

Now my heart is more then broken
Just pieces that can’t be used
No point in fixing while
Half of me is missing

Told you I don’t love you
But still you fight for me
Yes we know I’m lying
But I’m trying to leave

You told me to move on
Cause you were in love with her
So I watched you walk away
And talk half my heart too

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fuck i'm so pissed.. i can't do this.. i really can't
i'm in love with two fucking people..
and if i have to choose, i'm not going to be weak
i'm not going to break down and cry
i'm going to tell her
that she is too late.
and that i'm fighting for someone else
because at least he's willing to not fucking
leave me, when i need someone the most

i don't even know what to say, haven't been on much, been busy.. hardly talk to any of you know.

things really change when you finally realize just how silly you truely are over something so pathetic as a crush..

anyways i'm bored, and utterly sleep deprived, gnight

been bored.. need some help with a few drawings. so if anyone is bored and whats something to do message me and i'll let you know if you'd liek to help me out. thanks