Love You

hm...idk.. i woke up this morning and i just got to thinking.. about how completely pathetic i am.. over one person. 5 years.. not wasted. but hurts.. to love her.. and to never actually have her. but i realized that the worlds not over. i will mend from this. i will grow stronger, and i will.. if i want to.. maybe fall in love again. but then again, if i have it my way. i don't need to fall in love anymore. i have my best friend. and he is the only person who i trust enough with anything in my life. lol i'm so glad me and him are both so understanding towards each other.. it's probablely just cause we're both gay. makes it easier for us to understand what the other is going through.. lol but he's right.. lol if the person i love doesn't lov eme. i'll always have him. and thats better then anything i could actually ask for. lol haha. hope you guys like the poem. and sorry for the long comment. i'm in a kinda writing mood today.. kinda weird lol haha. i'm shutting up now. cya